SOMEONE

to be honest,i need someone talk to me right now and i hope the person are u...but where are you.??:'(

Blogging

life is so hectic until i dont have EXTRA time to blog...*LMAO*maybe i have,but i prefer spent my time on other stuff rather than blogging...i THINK..!!im SORRY..!!!

currently,back to butterworth,my lil hometown.My first ACCA final exam coming soon and i havent touch anything of my study...im nervous and i gonna switch myself into STUDY MODE..!!!although i know its still have a long long process to go but at least i try,right..??LOL..!!!

i'll continue FREEZE my blog until 15th of dec. i'll renew and update all those event and photos after that..!!!*wink*if any of you just cant stop with missing me,u can go to my facebook cz i dun think i will stop playing that..!!

last,i not gonna go out with anyone else until 15th of dec unless u looks like this...

p/s:i missed him alotzz...:(

~lan~

LOST

what the mean of appreciate?

maybe im really dunno how to appreciate the things beside me...i owned every single things that i want from my childhood till now...even i ain't have the things,my parents also will get it for me...and that's a definately...maybe liked my sis said,"why u always so lucky..??owned everything that u want.?have dad,mum,sis and friends get all the things for you"until the day before today,there was someone told me im totally dunno how to appreciate.?am i.?its was like a bomb for me...when i realised,its aldready too late for me to say sorry...realised that every things happened,we must learn a lesson and its too late for me to appreaciate,right..??*scoff*

life is still going on~~~what can i do right now..??im just lost....

In the DARK

im scared of dark and im in the dark now...

been have more than 24 hours no foods get into my stomach cz here got no food to eat on sunday...but miracle happened that i realised im not hungry at ALL....

home alone for 2 days and tmr too...been living in a fear for 2 days...cant get myself sleep well at the night...

the higher the expectation,the higher the dissapointment...

been waited so long time for friday,

been waited so long for another day,

and ended up with sunday's night,

with the more & more dissapointment,

im try to fight for more and at last,

its ended up with NO MORE...

everything just ended up...

ended up in the DARK....

NEW HOUSE..!!!

SUNDAY

well,moved to bulit jalil,vista komanwel on sunday..!!muahaha.!!!thanks for dou dou and chia yi..!!woke up early in the morning and dou helped me called teksi and chia yi helped me packing..!!!they also help me to take the things to downstair...thanks mr malcolm who helped me take all my stuff to 12th floor and make me like a OKU stand beside and watch..!!my sis keep complaint about i only stand aside and hug my roro..!!!of course..!!!i gt washed my room and kitchen ohh!!so tired..!!!went to carrefour with mal to get some daily stuff after that...here was some photos of my place...taked while have a break.!!will try tp upload more photos soon..!!!

~my room~

~the view from my room~

~part of kitchen~

~part of bathroom~

MONDAY

this is not a holiday for me..!!!headed to MID VALLEY in the afternoon with mal...had our brunch again at CHILI grill & bar...so full..we cant even finished it..but its YUMMY..!!!^^ermm...wet jusco to buy things again...bought a filter,foods,locks,some kitchen stuff etc...spent around rm400 in two days...so costly..!!haih..!!

~can u see my tired face..??~

~lan~

Bored~~~

im freaking bored now..!!!home alone again...!!!

start my class tmr until this saturday..!!!yo~~!!~~!!i hate saturday class..!!!but there was something make me a lil bit excited is...im moving out from my hostel this saturday after my class..!!!alotzzz of thing need 2 pack..!!!

hmm~~~nothing special for my weekend...went pyramid again with mal..yaya...had our dinner at The Fish Manhattam Market and the waiter gave us wrong food(i think)...hunted for my umbrella but ain't buy it at last...good quality de $$$,cheap de no quality...haih..!!!

bye..!!!gonna take a nap now..!!mwahs..!!!

PASS..!!!^^

finally~~~i pass my CAT completely..!!!
happy~~happy~~~happy~~~

come out with unexpected result...

wow~~wow~~~wow~~~

i knew i'm very lazy and study vr vr last minutes in every exam.feel shame on myself whenever saw others so hardworking fight for their dream.i've been lazy for 19 years even is my UPSR,PMR & SPM...its the time to WAKE UP..!!!i promised will start to put my effort in my ACCA..!!!

jia you..!!!^^

~lan~